Being in chastity is not new for me. i'm very familiar with that. i'd venture to say i'm more familiar than most submissive males because i'm in chastity often. So that's not the problem.
i wish i could
i'm accepting of my fate but, even though i'm locked up quite often, this counting down the days is not something i'm used to.
i'm struggling with this and it's now on my mind all the time. i've stayed in chastity for several days at a time. Sometimes more than a week and almost two, but this is different. It's a whole month and the previous times i was made to do anything like this it was like i knew relief was just around the corner.
Now, that corner is June 1st. That's more than 27 days away.
Earlier today, i read a blog post that turned me on more than usual. That was several hours ago and i'm still hurting.
i'm sure other submissives who are in relationships where they're kept in chastity have been locked for longer periods. Maybe they could provide me with some advice.
My Mistress-Wife is not prohibiting me from having orgasms. If i can somehow find a way to orgasm while locked up, then that is absolutely okay with Her. i've done it before, but it doesn't come about that easily. It's always happened while She's made love to me with Her strap-on.
That didn't work last night and She wants to try again tonight. Wish me luck.